Wednesday, September 13, 2006

aww crap. the chatterbox's gone? i wonder why. oh wells, can't really be bothered to get a new chatterbox now. do hurry up and download finish oh kind manga. its already one in the morning! shit. i have to get rid of this bad habit. SLEEP EARLIER edith! i hope i'll be able to wake up in time to play basketball with sam and meows. did aloysius whine? when we were younger, he always threw a tantrum when meows could go somewhere while he couldn't and had to stay at home. oh i miss the good old days where YOUNGER siblings were much shorter compared to us. i'm jealous. why oh why am i still this short? is it because i didn't eat enough veggies? but celine's a rubbish bin that eats anything but seafood and she's not that tall too. (sorry baichi, i'm not insulting you. its a fact)

went back to NP yesterday with ah qian, siew, jennifer and hui ting to pay for the cruise. pretty excited about it. i pray it would be much more interesting than the service boot camp. actually, we could all threaten to commit sucide by jumping off the cruise if things got too boring. haa. like that will ever happen. maybe if i were still in ij. but yeah. the sad fact is that no matter how much i pine for ij, NP will never achieve the bondedness that ij had. sure, there are backstabbers and all. however, the school had this unitedness that could take down any of the obstacles in its path. NP's population is just much too large for it to ever be like ij.

at times like this i wonder what made me choose the poly path. why did i choose the less popular path? why did i not head to cjc like most of my friends? sigh. i miss ij terribly. i miss my friends. heck. i even miss guides.

anyways, after paying for the cruise, weiqian and i headed to causeway point to meet pea wee (fel, this is weeting's new nickname!) we were pangseh-ed by the pink thing aka siew fong. walked around for a while before i realized that my phone got spoilt. i think i sat on it. 0.0 felt rather sad over it. it was such a nice phone! besides the fact that the battery life is bleah and playing games or taking photos killed the battery. okay. i'm going to try to remember to wear black to mourn for my phone. weiqian had anticipated the early demise of my pitiful phone and wore black to show respect forit. gosh. ironically, i wore a hideously bright colour, yellow.

OH MY TIAN!

the bloody connection just went off and the downloading failed! i am so pissed. freak! grrrrrrrrrrr. i so want to kill my internet connection!! you stupid, ignorant, idiotic, brainless, dim, dense, dull, inane, moronic, imbecilic, slow, loser shit head! (since i had too much time to spare, some of these words came up from searching "stupid" at dictionary.com) heh. i so have no life. freak. i waited for half an hour for nothing! damn it. my stubborn streak is kicking in. the manga WILL complete downloading before i sleep. -growls-

bleah. back to yesterday, after meeting pea wee, we headed to samuel and keith (shit. i forgot the store name. sorry if i got it wrong) to look for ah wee's stringy pants for dance. she was feeling left out as all the other dancers were wearing these stringy pants while she wore track pants. heh. okayy. headed for swensons after mission: "find stringy pants suitable for dance" failed. weiqian advised ah wee to just stick on strings to normal pants. shared topless 5 with the two retards. flavours were: lime sherbet, sticky chewy chocolate (weiqian's one lump of shit), mocha, peanut butter and macadamia nut ice cream. didn't really laugh as much as normal cause i was still feeling upset over my newly spoilt phone. sorry about that.

took 966 from woodlands mrt to the bus stop outside cjc so that i could transfer to 151 or 154. nearing the bus stop, i saw the bloody 151 bus in front of me but noooo. the bus driver decided to be mean and didn't want to open the doors to let me alight! could only watch the 151 bus drive off. ): however, maybe it was just a blessing in disguise cause i met dina, nat and priscilla while waiting for the bus. was pretty happy to see them but i can't help but feel sad. the gap between us is definitly widening. i didn't really know what to say to them, i felt awkard. sigh.

on a side note. i miss angela. which brings me back to my embarrasingly bare holiday schedule. wells. we'll go look for jobs on monday. i hope there are vacancies in swiss hotel and that banqueting is considered f&b.

its already two!

good luck to those jc 1 students. have fun mugging. gah. its going to be 2.30!

home sweet home - YUKI
(english translations)

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call me, call me, I'm here
where can I go, to where, so that I'm satisfied?

let's go home, when tomorrow comes
will I be laughing saying that it's all ok?
call my name, call me, I'll embrace you
so close your eyes and remember those innocent times

you filled the parts I lacked in
because I was able to forget even sad feelings
I'm not afraid

lying, and regretting that
I became an adult someday
getting humiliated, sweating
but the reason for me to continue dancing
is burning, burning my soul and screams

let's go home, let's meet
behind the moon, white rabbit
let's return, when tomorrow comes
I'll be laughing barefeet
I'll call, call and embrace it

getting tired of walking, the rain that began to fall
I chase after the rabbit I couldn't catch
your eyes are like the clear water
breathing deep down in the ocean
call my name, call me because I'm here
if I tell, tell my heart I'll be fulfilled

so close your eyes and remember those innocent times
if I continue, continue to open it I can be saved

x twin stars is wasting her time at 1:02 AM x

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